Bah, this is life?

Disappointing. I'm so fucking...bored, and empty, and just...beh. Lydia is the only thing making me hold on. But yeah, I've been posting this emo bullshit in my LJ, why spam it here?

Anyway, writing a song, but I'm stuck.

His voice purrs softly in my ear,
As his arms pull me closer;
“Don’t fear my Dear.”
His touch is warm; breath so full of heat,
As we dance ever closer
To the quickening beat.

Hold me close; fill me with your heat,
As the rhythm flows; so light on your feet.
More comfort in your arms than I’ve ever known.
So safe and sane; I feel at home.
Sway with me baby; take away my breath.
As I lose myself tonight; slow dancing with death.

His eyes shine with sorrow,
But his smile is sweet.
“My time is yours to borrow.”,
His words tinged with defeat.
His lips brush feather-light;
His hand moves to my waist,
As we danced into the night;
An ever quickening pace.

Hold me close; fill me with your heat,
As the rhythm flows; so light on your feet.
More comfort in your arms than I’ve ever known.
So safe and sane; I feel at home.
Sway with me baby; take away my breath.
As I lose myself tonight; slow dancing with death.

I like it alot, but again...stuck. Inspired by Nikki Fucking Sixx...again. That man needs to get the fuck out of my brain....but I kind of like him there. I wouldn't say it's Nikki though, more like Sikki, which is a VERY bad person to have in your head. I'm afraid I'm spiraling further into...whatever this is I'm having. And I find myself not caring anymore.