Disappointing. I'm so fucking...bored, and empty, and just...beh. Lydia is the only thing making me hold on. But yeah, I've been posting this emo bullshit in my LJ, why spam it here?

Anyway, writing a song, but I'm stuck.

His voice purrs softly in my ear,
As his arms pull me closer;
“Don’t fear my Dear.”
His touch is warm; breath so full of heat,
As we dance ever closer
To the quickening beat.

Hold me close; fill me with your heat,
As the rhythm flows; so light on your feet.
More comfort in your arms than I’ve ever known.
So safe and sane; I feel at home.
Sway with me baby; take away my breath.
As I lose myself tonight; slow dancing with death.

His eyes shine with sorrow,
But his smile is sweet.
“My time is yours to borrow.”,
His words tinged with defeat.
His lips brush feather-light;
His hand moves to my waist,
As we danced into the night;
An ever quickening pace.

Hold me close; fill me with your heat,
As the rhythm flows; so light on your feet.
More comfort in your arms than I’ve ever known.
So safe and sane; I feel at home.
Sway with me baby; take away my breath.
As I lose myself tonight; slow dancing with death.

I like it alot, but again...stuck. Inspired by Nikki Fucking Sixx...again. That man needs to get the fuck out of my brain....but I kind of like him there. I wouldn't say it's Nikki though, more like Sikki, which is a VERY bad person to have in your head. I'm afraid I'm spiraling further into...whatever this is I'm having. And I find myself not caring anymore.

ok, so i watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind...again. i love that movie. it reminds me of andrew ^_^ and i got an idea...thought/memory journal. my memory is GONE... but lately i've been getting little glimpses ^_^ so...i'm going to start a journal of my thoughts...and i'm goig to write down EVERYTHING i remember...expecially andrew. so, even if i forget again, i'll have the journal to remember. pretty cool, eh? sorry about all the typos, but i'm too lazy to go back and fix it. i'm too lazy to fix anything right now

so...i ran awa yfrom home for 4 days...to see my fiance. kind fo stupid, but oh well. my dad called the cops...said "he wanted me home" so...he let me stay in juvie for a day....to "teach me a leeson" (quote,unquote with sarcastic finger jestures) yeah..i missed a day of school, which is what i was tryign to avoid, and i didn't get all my stuff...and my dad wasted money on gas. so basically, he's an idiot. i was comign back THAT exact day! what the fuck? oh well, hes a dick, i got to see Andrew, and this episode PROVES how much of a dick/idiot he is ( that is read dick SLASH idiot, for you less then bright people) what a
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so... how was your weekend?

So, bomb threat at school today...lunch is late, so I have to wait. OOOOOOO that rhymed!!!!


In computer class... hungry. so damn hungry. Please feed me?

Bomb threats piss me the fuck off. I should be eating a burger right now. Grrrrrr

Oh well, I posted tw more songs today, so it's all good. I just wish more people would leave comments and critique them for me ^_^

I need the comments.

Yeah so... RANDOM STUFF!!!!!!!!

Whee...jeally beans make bad jump ropes.

4 more minutes 'till lunch.

I like the cheesy pies with the apricot sauce. lol.

The crow soared away,
into the bright day.
Then he hit the sun and burned away,
too late to say...
I told you so.